TAG

I am- a wife and mother
I want- health and happiness for my family and friends (and some $ wouldn't hurt either!)
I have- so much to be thankful for
I wish- I could hold Brody just one more time
I hate- my new found anxiety. I am always keyed up!
I fear- losing another loved one
I hear- the sweet laughter of BOTH my kids
I search- for ways to improve the lives of those around me. I'd do anything to help.
I wonder- what Heaven is like and what Brody is doing there.
I always- regret my sarcastic nature. The last thing I want to do is offend someone.
I usually- give my opinion way more than what it is asked for.
I am not- perfect nor will I ever be.
I dance- when I have the MP3 player blasting my ear drums.
I sing- as loud as possible in the car. It is my most effective stress reliever.
I never- give myself or Joss enough credit. We may not be perfect but we have successfully done hundreds of truly amazing things in our lives.
I rarely- tell Joss how much I really appreciate the sacrifices he's made in order to bring happiness into our family. He is such an amazing husband and father and I love him so much!!
I cry- when I get frustrated. (and when Kaybri tells me that she wants to go to Heaven and visit Brody and Jesus)
I am not always- appreciative of all the opportunities I've been given in my life.
I lose- it! (If you had lost your house, your car, been forced to quit your job, and then lost your child all within a six month period, you'd probably lose it too!)
I'm confused- how anybody could make fun of a special needs child. It happens a lot and it is SO incredibly painful to see. These kids are amazing and bring with them so many blessings. Not many things anger me more than this!
I need- a nap. I came home sick from work and I feel awful but can't sleep.
I should- be at work. I am shaky and feel yucky but I feel so useless and ashamed by coming home sick. I hate when I feel like I might have let someone down.
I dream- of a world in which children are not sick or abused. A world where less than great parents could realize the blessings that only a child can bring.
I TAG- anyone who would like to share a little about themselves with us (its quite therapeutic)